Fifah Junaidi

Another year, another dreams. Hello 2010! :)

2010-01-01T00:09:00.010+08:00

Another year had come. No turning back now, start turning a new leaf, a new chapter in hoping to have a better tomorrow. :) Every new year people make resolutions to change aspects of themselves they believe are negative.

A majority of people revert back to how they were before and feel like failures. People are ready to cherish the memories of 2009, learn from their mistakes and make resolutions of not repeating them in the coming year.:) My warmest wishes goes out to all out there esp Families, cousins and friends.. may years to come be filled with happy moments and shining dreams! :) memories in 2009 shall be remembered, there'd been ups and downs but well, thats the nature of life right? Can say that the past 2009 had bring lessons, dreams, joy, new friends and that shall remain forever deep within me. and there it goes, My struggle with A'level exams, but Alhamdulillah i can get it through.. :)

I'm grateful for what i do.. What Allah had given me, never been an issue coz i know thats the best for me. and from here, i wanna express my heartfelt thanks to families esp parents for the constant encouragement and support, my beloved cousins who'd been always there for me, fellow friends for bringing out the best and faith in me. Thank you very much. i'm greatly indebted with you all. :)

And as for this 2010? Well, a hope for a brighter and better future, accomplished dreams and blessings from Allah. We'll see how this goes and i really hope that i can get good grades in my A'level exams so that i can achieve my goals and ambitions in becoming a lawyer. :) AMIN ya rabbal alamin :)

So here's for you all:

Another fresh new year is here . . .

Another year to live!

To banish worry, doubt, and fear,

To love and laugh and give!

This bright new year is given me

To live each day with zest . . .

To daily grow and try to be

My highest and my best!

I have the opportunity

Once more to right some wrongs,

To pray for peace, to plant a tree,

And sing more joyful songs!”

-William Arthur Ward

Til here then. see ya on the next post!

Yours truly,
Fifah Junaidi.
:)

kisses and hugs! :)

your Birthday, is it? ;)

2009-12-31T22:48:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAYY

Izzati Navilla H.A!

My warmest wishes to you,

Happy Birthday cousin! :)

i send to you my warm wishes,

thats your happiness will be,

as wonderful happiness,

that you've sent me. :)

our laughs, our tears,

the stories shared,

shall be cherished!

i love you, still

and

will always be. :)

Have a smashing birthday Cousin! :)

i know you already do aite?

hehe

God bless! :)

We love you.

Yours Sincerely,

Fifah Junaidi

p/s : bah, bila belanja? gitau ur mom.

HAHAHA :p nadawah

Say you want a Resolution.

2009-12-21T17:58:00.006+08:00

Well, the tittle says it all.. With New Year approaching days away, I've been thinking lately about my so-called "new year" resolution. To be frank, i don't like New Year's resolution at all. :D what happens at the stroke of midnight on New Year's Eve that suddenly makes you feel sad to leave behind all your happy and sweet memories. or even makes an impression of what type of person you were last year. if you regard yourself as bad last year, then its likely you that you have to spend an entire year of 2010 working to change yourself? Man, thats hard. of course, having said that, you must know that even though i hate New Year's Resolution, i do actually write them. i don't know why. i think its peer pressure. My friends do it, so i must also do it. Now that i think about it, its exactly the attitude that actually i despise. never been able to stand up at my own feet somehow reflect my low self-confidence and i hate that!

So this year, i did some reflecting and remembering my resolution during those years back. And once i figured, why not use them? After all everybody else does or they wouldn't be the top ten right? Yes, i know I'm giving in to peer pressure again, but i just can't help it. you know, some habits are just hard to break. :D

Well, this is just the top 6 of New Year's Resolution or should i say my lists of resolution for yearssss that i've never been able to accomplish. :/

1. Lose weight.

= haha! frankly, this type of resolution is definitely on top of my lists every year. sadly, i will never accomplish cause i simply love food. :( and it loves me so much that it sticks to my butt and never leaves me no matter how much dieting i do. LOL!

2. Save more money.

= what does save mean? :D does it mean buying more stuff on sale? i can do that :D definitely. i love shopping $___$

3. Become more organized

= this is the resolution that i hold onto last year. :D in fact, i think its getting into me these days. :D mind you, before, i am a terminally disorganized person. i love stuff. i just cant throw anything away.. some things have their own sentimental value yknow.. I even have a plastic vase with me, for the sake of my mother T_____________T

4. Exercise more.

= One more resolution that I've never achieve. i used to believe that during my school hours in which i have to 'travel' at least 'one' mile to go to the another block of building will certainly gives me the ideas of exercising or whatever exercise is called. and what did i get in return? only two kilos in decrease. like ha ha ha! doesn't sound much exercising isn't it? :p perhaps it can only be define as moving your muscles a bit! LOL!

5. Be patient at work/with others.

= Are you kidding me? i'm one hell of a patient person, i define patient you know. haha okay that certainly sounds a bit dramatic. well, i just dare you to find a more patient person than me. now! i'm waiting. HAHAHA kidding.. its just that i hope i could use a little work in this area..

6. Became a better person.

= well i think this has become an overused cliche. Everyone wants to be a better person but well, people change.. no matter what. :D and heck! how vague can this be? hehe think about it, become better at what? Empathy? Squash? Tennis? academic? Geez. Some specifics would be nice... :P

Well, there you have them, a list of my resolutions from years back. i don't know how many i can do-but you can bet that i'll give it a try. after all, it will do you good too, right? :)

so i guess, i better stop now. see ya on the next post! :)

Yours sincerely,

Fifah Junaidi.

coz i'm bored and you'll probably need to waste your time reading this.

2009-12-09T21:16:00.010+08:00

Well hello there people :) guess its time to be back huh? :D first thing first, the reasons why i update this blog is that :

1. I'm bored

2. I'm bored

3. I'm bored

4. I'm bored

5. To kill the time aka I'm bored..

and the lists shall go on... :D

Frankly people, i clearly had no biggie ideas that this holiday would be so boring and stressful. :( why stressful? the fact that i'm having my driving lessons which scares the crap out of me. seriously, i wonder who's that freaking man that invent manual cars? i still don't get why for a new beginner like me should drive manuals when we're gonna use auto cars in the end? wouldn't people have their own freedom of speech nowadays? man, driving manual cars are so freaking hard! i tell you! my driving instructor even ordered me to change gear w/o looking at em. i was like WHAT?! my god, I've only been driving that freaking car for 3 hours ( which means, for 3 days. -->1 hour per 1 day ) and he expect me to change gear w/o looking at em? Man, i value my life much. i dont want to have accident! sigh. :S okay i sound very much exaggerating. hehe :D but anw, i'm thinking positive now. i mean, everyone passed their driving license then i should, too. I just hope that i can nail it, thats all. :D

Nevertheless, I've also found out that holidays tend to give you permission to watch movies or read books just to kill the time. like HA HA HA! I've always had several stacks of dvds and books always calling upon

me to watch/ read them.. but somehow i never get to myself no matter how free i may be. but during this holiday, the next thing you know, that i'll find myself rummaging through those stacks, thinking what to watch, what to read.. its heaven you know, when you're free from all the stress that exerts you & you can do all you want.. In which, i believe is a good therapy to remove all the overwhelming burden that affects you. No matter whether it is school works/exams (as for me, to be free from all those A'Level exams) or the pressure from works. ;)

And Yeah, i think i should take this opportunity to give my heartfelt congratulations to one of my beloved cousin, Izzati Nadhirah for getting good grades on her PMB. :) i told ya cuzzy, no need to be so paranoid.. i know you can ace it.. :) you've given your best shot and other than that, we hand it to God. ;) no more downs this time.. you do well enough to be promoted to form 4. Be proud of that coz i'm proud of you cuzzie.. :) no matter what, you have our backs! :) love you! and CONGRATS! and with this, i shall announce that i'm expecting a treat in return of this post :p

haha nadawah. :p

p/s : sorry i couldn't find pictures better than this. hehe after all, i only have this one in my folders. :D atu pun aku cut. :D pasal ada gmbr Navilla and me di dlm. :p

xx,

Fifah J.

Someone's birthday!

2009-12-04T17:51:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Khairun Najwa HN aka

Kak Eway! :)

Wishin' you another wonderful year of happiness and joy! :] May this birthday just be the beginning of a year filled with happy memories, wonderful moments and shining dreams! hope you have a good and smashing birthday kak! :-) God bless!

last but not least,

"Kahwin tah...."

(hehe nenek bising dah tu :p)

kidding :p

We love you :)

Sincerely,

Fifah Junaidi :)

p/s: i know you like the greetings. so i thought that, why not i put this thing on my blog? hehe :D

Back on track.

2009-12-04T17:32:00.004+08:00

HELLO people! i'm BACK!

;)

Just wait for my emergence ;)

Fifah J

AWAY.

2009-01-14T15:48:00.000+08:00

I'm afraid this blog is

ON HIATUS.

P/s: will be back soon for sure.. hehe

xx,

Fifah Junaidi

the colours of life :D

2009-01-11T21:59:00.003+08:00

here are just some of the information that i grabbed from the internet.. i'll just put some of the colours here, so enjoy (:

RED

Red has more personal associations than any other color. Recognized as a stimulant, red is inherently exciting and the amount of red is directly related to the level of energy perceived. Red draws attention and a keen use of red as an accent can immediately focus attention on a particular element.

How the color red affects us physically

Increases enthusiasm

Stimulates energy and can increase the blood pressure, respiration, heartbeat, and pulse rate

Encourages action and confidence

Provides a sense of protection from fears and anxiety

BLUE

Blue is the overwhelming "favorite color." Blue is seen as trustworthy, dependable, and committed.

The color of ocean and sky, blue is perceived as a constant in our lives. As the collective color of the spirit, it invokes rest and can cause the body to produce chemicals that are calming. However, not all blues are serene and sedate.

Electric or brilliant blues become dynamic and dramatic -- an engaging color that expresses exhilaration. Some shades or the overuse of blue may come across as cold or uncaring.

Indigo, a deeper blue, symbolizes a mystical borderland of wisdom, self-mastery, and spiritual realization. While blue is the color of communication with others, indigo turns the blue inward to increase personal thought, profound insights, and instant understandings.

Blue is the least "gender specific" color, having equal appeal to both men and women.

How the color blue effects us physically

Calms and sedates

Cools

Aids intuition

GREEN

Green occupies more space in the spectrum visible to the human eye than most colors, and is second only to blue as a favorite color. Green is the pervasive color in the natural world, making it an ideal backdrop in interior design because we are so used to seeing it everywhere.

The natural greens, from forest to lime, are seen as tranquil and refreshing, with a natural balance of cool and warm (blue and yellow) undertones. Green is considered the color of peace and ecology.

However, there is an "institutional" side to green, associated with illness and government-issued green cards, that conjures up negative emotions, as do the "slimy" or "bilious" greens.

How the color green affects us physically

Soothes

Relaxes mentally, as well as physically

Helps alleviate depression, nervousness, and anxiety

Offers a sense of renewal, self-control, and harmony

PURPLE

Purple embodies the balance of red's stimulation and blue's calm. This dichotomy can cause unrest or uneasiness unless the undertone is clearly defined, at which point the purple takes on the characteristics of its undertone. With a sense of mystic and royal qualities, purple is a color often well liked by very creative or eccentric types and is the favorite color of adolescent girls.

How the color purple affects us physically

Uplifts

Calms the mind and nerves

Offers a sense of spirituality

Encourages creativity

BROWN

Brown says stability, reliability, and approachability. It is the color of our earth and is associated with all things natural or organic

How the color brown affects us physically

supplies a feeling of wholesomeness

stabilizes

provides a connection with the earth

gives a sense orderliness

WHITE

White projects purity, cleanliness, and neutrality. Doctors don white coats, brides traditionally wear white gowns, and a white picket fence surrounds a safe and happy home.

How the color white affects us physically

Aids mental clarity

Encourages us to clear clutter or obstacles

Evokes purification of thoughts or actions

Enables fresh beginnings

BLACK

Black is authoritative and powerful; because black can evoke strong emotions, too much can be overwhelming. Black represents a lack of color, the primordial void, emptiness. It is a classic color for clothing, possibly because it makes the wearer appear thinner and more sophisticated.

How the color black affects us physically

makes one feel inconspicuous
provides a restful emptiness
is mysterious by evoking a sense of potential and possibility

GRAY

Gray is the color of intellect, knowledge, and wisdom. It is perceived as long-lasting, classic, and often as sleek or refined. It is a color that is dignified, conservative, and carries authority. Gray is controlled and inconspicuous and is considered a color of compromise, perhaps because it sits between the extremes of black and white. Gray is a perfect neutral, which is why designers often use it as a background color.

How the color gray affects us physically

Unsettles

Creates expectations

Stories for the day.. :D

2009-01-10T20:18:00.004+08:00

My Revenge

Roxanne has many things to deal with, including her b-day. The anniversary of her family’s murder.

I sat on the park bench, thinking hoe weird it was that the murder happened exactly a year ago. I was letting myself think of all the things that happen that fateful night. We were eating cake while I played a new game that I got as a gift. For, it was my birthday. Then we heard a knock on the door, and men with guns came busting through the door. They tied us all up on chairs. They were asking Daddy about this "Shadow" thing. That’s when there boss walked in. He said that we had nothing to do with this, so he told them to kill Mom and Dad and to take my sister to a different room. They killed Mom and Dad right in front of me, slicing their throats. He then look at me and said,

"Looks like this is the birthday girl" he looked at the cake, seeing my name, "So how old are you Roxanne?"

"I am fourteen today." I answered not caring since I knew I would die anyway.

"Well since today is your birthday," he said, bending down, looking into my eyes. "I will not kill you, as a gift for your birthday."

And with that the man knocked me out. I woke the next morning in a hospital bed, my grandma and cousin sleeping with their heads on the bed. Since then I have lived with me Grandma. I have never cried since then, I only have nightmares.

Then I heard footsteps getting closer and closer. I griped my Dad’s old pocket knife harder and harder after I pulled out of my pocket. I felt a hand on my shoulder, which caused me to jump up and put the knife to his throat. Only then did I find out who it was. Derek.

I felt ashamed of myself. I turned out to be like the very same man I swore to kill. To ashamed, I pulled the knife away and ran. Then I began to cry while I ran. I stop to make sure, and to my surprise I was. This was the first time I’ve cried in an entire year! I was sitting down, crying my eyes out, when I felt Derek pry the knife out, I loosened my grip so he wouldn’t hurt himself. He pulled onto me onto his lap. I didn’t regain control until it was dark. I stood up, Derek unwillingly letting his grip loosen, grab Dad’s pocket knife, and walked away, putting my hair into a bun.
"Where do you think you’re going?" Derek asked, jogging to catch up with me.

"Home. It’s about time I should be back." I answered after I finished putting my hair up.

I was about to cross the street when Derek pulled me back before a car whizzed by.

"You should have let it hit me." I said blankly.

He spun me around, looking into my eyes, furious.

"And why should I have done that Roxy? Huh."

I shook his hand off and said, "Because I should have died exactly a year ago."

I ran, not caring if I was hit or not. When I got back to my Grandma’s house, I saw a bunch of cars. Assuming the worst, I ran into the house, only to find a party. My party. My Grandma looked surprised.

"Well, I thought Derek would for warn us before you came, since it was his idea." She said with a smile on her face.

Outraged, I ran downstairs and started to play the piano after I locked the door. About an hour passed before I heard Derek.

"What she stormed downstairs? I thought she would love it! She always loved surprises,"

"Wait? Are you telling me you intended for this to be a surprise!?" My Grandma was furious.

"Yeah. Why?"

Grandma told him the story. I could tell she was done even though I was still playing. I heard footsteps coming down the stairs and instantly stopped. Then I heard someone talk after they jiggled the handle. I was proud of myself for thinking of that.

"Roxy? Will you please listen to me?" Derek asked after another failed attempt to opening the door.

I refused to listen. I got up and decided to go to bed. I woke up later that night, screaming. I dreamed that the same man who chose not to kill me on my last birthday, had come back and not just killed me, but my also Grandma, right before my eyes. He slit both of our throats and we watched each other die. I shot upright, holding my throat, and began to sob. Next thing I knew someone wrapped their arms around me. I pushed them away, rolled off the bed and grabbed my Grandpa’s old hand gun, made my way to the light switch, and turn the light on. When I saw who it was, I collapsed onto the floor. I pushed the gun away, ashamed.

"I am exactly like you." I said before I began to sob again.

One of my favourite-short-stories though:)

2009-01-10T17:16:00.003+08:00

Return of Paradise.
Eliza Riley

Lisa gazed out over the Caribbean Sea, feeling the faint breeze against her face - eyes shut, the white sand warm between her bare toes. The place was beautiful beyond belief, but it was still unable to ease the grief she felt as she remembered the last time she had been here.

She had married James right here on this spot three years ago to the day. Dressed in a simple white shift dress, miniature white roses attempting to tame her long dark curls, Lisa had been happier than she had ever thought possible. James was even less formal but utterly irresistible in creased summer trousers and a loose white cotton shirt. His dark hair slightly ruffled and his eyes full of adoration as his looked at his bride to be. The justice of the peace had read their vows as they held hands and laughed at the sheer joy of being young, in love and staying in a five star resort on the Caribbean island of the Dominican Republic. They had seen the years blissfully stretching ahead of them, together forever. They planned their children, two she said, he said four so they compromised on three (two girls and a boy of course); where they would live, the travelling they would do together - it was all certain, so they had thought then.

But that seemed such a long time ago now. A lot can change in just a few years - a lot of heartache can change a person and drive a wedge through the strongest ties, break even the deepest love. Three years to the day and they had returned, though this time not for the beachside marriages the island was famous for but for one of its equally popular quickie divorces.

Lisa let out a sigh that was filled with pain and regret. What could she do but move on, find a new life and new dreams? - the old one was beyond repair. How could this beautiful place, with its lush green coastline, eternity of azure blue sea and endless sands be a place for the agony she felt now?

The man stood watching from the edge of the palm trees. He couldn't take his eyes of the dark-haired woman he saw standing at the water's edge, gazing out to sea as though she was waiting for something - or someone. She was beautiful, with her slim figure dressed in a loose flowing cotton dress, her crazy hair and bright blue eyes not far off the colour of the sea itself. It wasn't her looks that attracted him though; he came across many beautiful women in his work as a freelance photographer. It was her loneliness and intensity that lured him. Even at some distance he was aware that she was different from any other woman he could meet.

< 2 >

Lisa sensed the man approaching even before she turned around. She had been aware of him standing there staring at her and had felt strangely calm about being observed. She looked at him and felt the instant spark of connection she had only experienced once before. He walked slowly towards her and they held each other's gaze. It felt like meeting a long lost friend - not a stranger on a strange beach.

Later, sitting at one of the many bars on the resort, sipping the local cocktails they began to talk. First pleasantries, their hotels, the quality of the food and friendliness of the locals. Their conversation was strangely hesitant considering the naturalness and confidence of their earlier meeting. Onlookers, however, would have detected the subtle flirtation as they mirrored each other's actions and spoke directly into each other's eyes. Only later, after the alcohol had had its loosening effect, did the conversation deepen. They talked of why they were here and finally, against her judgement, Lisa opened up about her heartache of the past year and how events had led her back to the place where she had married the only man she believed she could ever love. She told him of things that had been locked deep inside her, able to tell no one. She told him how she had felt after she had lost her baby.

She was six months pregnant and the happiest she had ever been when the pains had started. She was staying with her mother as James was working out of town. He hadn't made it back in time. The doctor had said it was just one of those things, that they could try again. But how could she when she couldn't even look James in the eye. She hated him then, for not being there, for not hurting as much as her but most of all for looking so much like the tiny baby boy that she held for just three hours before the took him away. All through the following months she had withdrawn from her husband, family, friends. Not wanting to recover form the pain she felt - that would have been a betrayal of her son. At the funeral she had refused to stand next to her husband and the next day she had left him.

< 3 >

Looking up, Lisa could see her pain reflected in the man's eyes. For the first time in months she didn't feel alone, she felt the unbearable burden begin to lift from her, only a bit but it was a start. She began to believe that maybe she had a future after all and maybe it could be with this man, with his kind hazel eyes, wet with their shared tears.

They had come here to dissolve their marriage but maybe there was hope. Lisa stood up and took James by the hand and led him away from the bar towards the beech where they had made their vows to each other three years ago. Tomorrow she would cancel the divorce; tonight they would work on renewing their promises.

Scream and shouts ..

2009-01-04T19:39:00.009+08:00

So yea, last night my family and I went to Medan Selera or Tamu Selera (i'm not sure what's the name actually. hehe :p) at bandar for dinner... As what i referred as "a night of pouring foods." hehe :p the weather was pissing with rain and I, actually don't have any ideas that we are going to have our dinner in cold :P I insisted that we should change the location but since it was my bro cuzn's treat, so yea, I have no right to do so.. :D well anyway, the food was fabulous and I have to admit that I couldn't stop myself from eating and eating.. HAHAHAHAH. :P imagine how hungry I was at that time.. hehe :P so, thanks to bang Dannie and Kak Azy for the treat. :) Really had my stomach full last night.. hehe :D

then zoom back to my g.parents to have our sleepover and melabatzzzz again... haha :P we ( Nadia, Navilla, Kufil, Haziq, Nabil, Bibih, Nadhirah and kak Najwa) had sleepover at our grandparents again to watch those horror movies.. kak eway were busy with her lappy, whilst us were screaming and yelling like a lunatic... HAHAHA not to forget SWEARING too.. HAHA think I need to emphasize the word "swearing" here as most of us were swearing uncontrollably. HAHAHA very emotional indeed.. and i just cant understand why horror movies tend to be sooooo stupid and irrational... like what the heck.. anyway, while we were busy shrieking and cursing, Kak Najwa tend to be rigid in her position hating the way of those "horrified" people in the movies screams.. LOL.. i know i'm being so melodramatic here.. dun bother :P haha :P we finished watching those movies nearly 12.30 am and we were so exhausted already.. Nadia demanded for another watch but I, seriously couldn't make it.. hehe then finally went ZZZzzzZZZ.. :p but i don't know why my sleep tend to be disturbed last night.. i tossed and turned restlessly on my bed remembering those horror scene in my dreams.. Damn it! :s but overall, i really had my good time last night.. hehe :P and for sure, I can't wait for it to happen again..
P/s : cuzzen-cuzzenku labatzzz, bila lagi chill d rumah nene? :p

and the school will be re-open tomorrow.. goddd... i'm sooo not ready for schooll. and tell u what, i'm going to have my test for History again tomorrow.. phfft. what a subject.. can't we just have a break sir? :s and guess this year will be the important year for me as i'm going to sit for my A'level examination soon.. so wish me the best of luck people.. :)

xoxo,
Fifah Junaidi.

Spending a night at kufil :)

2008-12-26T17:26:00.004+08:00

Had a sleepover at Kufil's last night and gotta tell you this, we really had a blast! hehe just a small get-together night with cuzzens.. sadly, kak Najwa couldn't make it and it would be more fun if she were around.. :( but we managed to chat with you kan last night? haha to be precise ,Nadia had a chat with you last night right? hehe :p we had our karaoke, dinner and a lovely sleepover.. not to forget sharing good laughs and teasing each other... HEHE :D so yea, bang abell took his chance belting out a song called semut merah (his all time favourite song tu :p) and tell u what, he’s such a good dancer for the dangdut songs though. HAHAHA dangdut much bang abell? :p HAHAHA :D we randomly sang lots of songs from the "jiwang" mode up to the "dangdut" mode. (Y) from dusk untill dawn, we're still up for the karaoke mood.. hehe :p Not to forget Nadia for being such an emo and melodramatic last night.. HAHAHA singing her favourite song "perpisahan terasing" in a very pretty "jiwaaaanggg" tone and expression.. lol how i wish i can put your pictures here Nad.. HAHA i do take ur pictures last night but its at Kufil's camera... sigh. Kufil seemed to be pretty worn-out last night and she didn't sang much.. as for me, hehe i took those chance in having a duet with bang ejat and bang abell. hehehe :D have to admit that i'm enjoying myself much and guess i'd sang a pretty much song last night.. HAHA :p

After a closing session for the karaoke , bang Haziq, Kufil, Dhirah and Bibih had their dvd's on track. Watching twillight together. whilst me and adik were already sleeping soundly at the living room... HAHAHA :p so tired eh..after so much songs... :P Nadia were busy on-lining as for his sister, Navilla, were completely engrossed in line with her boyfriend.. (?) hehehe :p it is known that they were still up until 5 am watching twillight and onlining.. ;D

and from here, i would like to express my heartfelt gratitude to Angah Yus and family esp his alai labatz, Kufil for the lovely night and the fabulous foods... :) really enjoying my night there.. :)

so i guess, i better stop here..
Will write again soon.. :)

xoxo,
Fifah Junaidi.

New Year celebrations at Grandparents

2009-01-02T10:24:00.022+08:00

31st December, 2008 -- 1st January, 2009

I feel like blogging today... so yea, here I am... updating these bloggy thingy.. so yea, we were having our new year celebrations at our grandparents last wednesday. All the cuzzens , aunts and uncles were there .. all of the sudden, the house seems to be full of people laughing and teasing each other. the "old" us are back again! what a moment to share. :) so yea, we started with the reciting of surah Al-Fatihah and Doa selamat. soon after that, we had our dinner, karaoke , bbq and birthday celebrations for those who had their bday during this december period. We were enjoying ourselves singing and dancing.. hehe :D whilst Nadia and Nabil had their New Year Party at Rizqun but later managed to arrived at nenek's approximately 12.30 am. Had a sleepover at G.parents & kak Najwa and I were still up for the karaoke mode until 4.30 am.. can u believe that? 4.30 am - we were still singing like a dimwit. :D others had already sleeping at the other living room. finally went ZZZzzzZZ at 5 am.. :D thanks to Angah Yus for the Karaoke and Kufil for the random shots. :) so yea, here are just some of the pictures of the day.. :)

Really had our good time together :)

Lets do it again!
DANCEEEEEEE!

Our imported singer from Myanmar.. HAHAHA
let me present you:
HM Nabil
Suweet sungguh cuzzenku sorang ani :D

Bang Abell belting out a song tittled "kenanganku"

Bang Aizat with his pose :P

Candid! :P

Phewittt :D

Bro Haziq with Hakimi..
so cuteeeeeee :)

Abang Hafiz and Abg Haziq..
abg labatttzzz ?
(Y)

Kak Rosni and kak Yani :)

my babah bionic :p

Uncle Ahmad :)

Aunt Rafiah and my mom :)

Dhirah with his typical pose ever
:D

My Daniel (:p) with his daddy..

Looks like Kak Najwa are having her good time there :)

our VIP's guest : Anti Ah
*kiraikirai*

Birthday cakes

L-R : Navilla, Nadzeerah & Kak Najwa

not a candid shot though :P

My gorgeous sister, Kak Rajihah :)

L-R : Kufil, Kak Najwa and Me

L-R : Kufil, Kak Najwa and Me
p/s : bang Yan interframe.. buyuk :S

Vain-ing with them again
:D

Abang Aizat.
appetizing?
( i mean his foods bah.. hehe :p )

Abg Izu, Dhirah, Abg Haziq, Navilla and .....

the foods of the day.. hehe :P

Navilla?
p/s : what happen?

krok-krok
HEHE :p

Aunt Hjh Kasmah :)

Our newly-wed couple.
Abg Fauzi and Kak Yani

Steamboat! :)

My cute Daniel :)

Looks like they're enjoying their foods there..

Againn what do u expect? :D

Abg Hafiz and Abg Haziq.

Bu Ati, you're so sweeeeeeettt :)

My beloved grandma..

phewittt... Hengsem eh..
LOL.

Kak Rajihah, Fifah and Dhirah

Kak Rajihah and Me :)

Menu of the day :P

Foodstuffs that had been grilled :P
get it smokin' !

the Venue of the day,
nenek's verandah.
HEHE

smileeeeee :)

kesiiiiannnn
:s

Gettin' ready :)

then I woke up "early" like 10.30 am yesterday and went back home for a while.. then zoom back to nenek again, had my breakfast there and guess what? i sang again! HAHAHAHA :P then during the afternoon went to Kedai with Nadia and Abg Abell to buy those horror vcds. And tell u wht, i was screaming like a b****. HAHAHAHAH but on top of all, we were having our good time together. to be exact, we had a blast!!! so yea, i think i better stop now.. hehe :D

will write again soon :)

p/s : i was being so unproductive today and I don't know why.. :s

xoxo,
Fifah Junaidi.

a glimpse of thought :)

2009-01-03T15:26:00.008+08:00

God! 1 more day to go and my blissful holiday will be over... sigh.. i'm soooo not ready for school yet :s i bet you guys feel the same way too right? i mean, no one is.. hehe i can tell u that :D thinking of my unfinished assignment and my upcoming test is torturing me already.. I dont know how should i feel about it... I'm so emotion-less and unproductive this lately. :( like i said before, how i wish time could slow down a little bit.. Just a bit... pleaseeee :s

Assignment.. trapped by the thought of my unfinished assignment make me feel guilty.. God, its not that i haven't do them yet, i do. But frankly speaking, i think i'm not enjoying myself in doing them like i used to be and i think that err.... i'm not satisfied with my work yet. :s it sucks you knw.. when you're working on something serious and full of dedications, but later it turns out that its not likely worth it for you. then dammmmmnnnn it!! sigh day by day, i can't helped but to think of how to finish it.. some ppl may just say, "oh yeah, just finish them off. its freakin' easy you know," or simply said "hentam saja tiaaa," No.. that's not likely for me.. altho the deadline will be somewhere at the end of this January, i need something to add on.. something... and one thing i would like to point out about my principle is, I'm not likely to change anything for the sake of making ppl happy whilst I'm not when i'm doing it. :)

well, for today, i can't wait for our gathering again tonight at my nenek's. weheeeee going to watch again those horror movies and melabattzzzz again :P hhehehe

so yea, till here then..will write again soon :)

P/s : dun bother.. just some of my personal rants :P

xoxo,
Fifah Junaidi

A big hello to 2009!

2009-01-01T13:26:00.003+08:00

Well, here comes 2009!! How i wish time could slow down a little bit. sigh :s well, any way,

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!

New year begins and lets just hope that this new 365 days will be full of happiness, good health and success...
Life is short.
You have to push everything to the limit or else, you'll be far left behind.
Never look back cause whatever happens happened.
:)

May all the years to come
filled with joy, happiness and blessings from Allah.

xoxo,
Fifah Junaidi.

Cuzzen's wedding..

2008-12-28T09:12:00.000+08:00

So yea, we offed to my cousin's wedding at Dewan Chancellor at UBD.. here are just some of the shots of the day... :)

Back from UBD, we have to attend another wedding ceremony which happens to be my grandparent's neighbour. God.. i'm so physically and mentally drained... but heck, we're enjoying ourself .. the wedding had more "kampung style" due to its environment and people.. like what kak Najwa said.. hehe :p then we chilled a while at grandparent's and had few talks with aunts and uncles... What a day! :-)

a week ago :P

2008-12-26T14:49:00.010+08:00

and not to forget the highlight of the day
:P

My Blazing Red flats.. HAHAHA :p

p/s : well yes kak Najwa??? :P lol

__________________________________________________________________________________
Well yea, here are some of the pictures from our BBQ's night at Anti Ah's place last friday :) told you that i was going to put these pictures here and i presume that pictures speaks thousands words so yea, here we go :)

Our very-own photographer Kufil..
p/s : thanks for the random shots hun :)

shud I say alai-alai labatz cuzz? ;)

delicious... :s

tadaaaaaaaa.... :P

won't tell u which one is me... HAHA so make a guess :p

didn't i told you we were BBQ-ing? Haha :P

Me and Kak Najwa.
vain-ing again :p

Yes Sis? :P
oh yeah, aren't we gossiping about someone there? :P

Kak Najwa and Fiqah :)

Navilla..
HEHE pity u hun :P

Congrats!

2008-12-13T18:57:00.007+08:00

Well nothing serious happened except for the fact that PMB's results were out today... haha lol :P and gotta tell u this, my sister responds were freaking me out! "like she's so not serious right?" wasn't she?

Me : sis, PMB's results will be out today..

Sister : oh really? hmmm (then she continued to play with her PSP)

Me : weh, dun u worry about ur results?

Sister : duh.. it is so months agoo... and i think the paper were freaking easy and dun worry, i'll passed..

Me : * Gaping in awe* ( so over-confident ah this gurl)

2 hours later...

Me : sis, i've got ur results..

Sister : Bowh... i'm sooooo dead..

Me : Duh~ i thot u dun care bout ur results.. wanna know?

Sister : duh~ stop being so cynical to me.... i'm soooo dead now.. sigh.. tell me tell me!

Me : okay.. here u go...

B. M : 4
ENG : 3
PUI : 5
HIS : 2
GEO : 4
MATHS : 7
SCI : 4
COM : 3

Sister : ohh for crying out loud!

Me : can u just stop swearing? for God's sake!

Sister : duh~ as if u don't do the swearing thingy too.. (giggled)

Me : sigh..

Sister : then she continued playing with her psp again.. i was like, so weird and pelik ah this sister.. :s

Well yea, congrats adik for ur results... :) I'm happy for you... but i just can't understand why ur Bahasa Melayu- 4? same goes to ur PUI and Maths... so gay ah you ah.. haha lol... Although ur results were against my expectations, but overall, i'm happy for you sis...

CONGRATULATIONS! :)

with love,

Fifah Junaidi
(ur gorgeous sister alive... hahahah lol :p)

a moment like this :)

2008-12-21T21:11:00.005+08:00

I'm back people! hehe :P so yea, here I am spending my time blogging these thing.. :D for days, I've been busy with my assignment and actually, i don't have time to do these blogging thing anymore but i forced myself to.. (besides, i want to do it anyway :D) HEHEHE :P as i said before, temptations are so hard to resist.. hehe :p actually I've got works to do today but since its weekend, so yea, I believe that i should take rest from all those works.. seriously, its torturing me and stressing me out.. :( but heck, i've got to do those works also as the deadline is around the corner.. poor me... :( well for today, nothing going on except that we gathered again at our grandparents house to do the discussions again.. Me and Kak Najwa were busy printing out papers for our vacations in March (Y) and the parents and others were busy gossiping.. hehe :p and Bu Ati were also there... and for some reasons, i might be busy again for this upcoming weeks.. there will be my cuzzens wedding, a plan to Miri, Spending a night at Rizqun(perhaps :p, i didn't know about this thing much..) and of course the new year celebrations at our grandparents.. Can't wait for it to happen... we sure will have a blast! (Y)

Back to last Friday, well yea, we were having a BBQ at anti ah's place.. just a small gathering and only for cuzzens. AND "my mom & anti ah" reunion night since both of them hadn't seen each other quite a while.. :p HAHAAHA nevertheless, we still had fun like always.. laughing, chatting, gossiping and not to forget VAIN-ing.. HAHAHAHA :p thanks to our very-own photographer, Kufil, for the random shots and the fabulous camera :) will definitely put the pictures later.. Insya-Allah.. :) And Thanks to Anti ah and her alai-alai labatz for the fabulous foods and treat.. hehe :D and yea when my mom blurted out that my family, me and kak najwa will be having our vacation to KL sometime in March, everybody started to 'run wild' hahahaha! each and anyone of them started to ponder whether they should join the vacation or not! haha.. LOL... a session of "persuasion" start.. :P lol.. hahaha :D Kufil cajoled her mom to join us but at first her mom refused.. hehe after a while, her mom agreed and to everyone surprise, bu tangah and amit will also joined the vacation! everyone burst out laughing and in fact, it is not wrong for me to say that it was a moment of happiness.. :-) the laughs, the noise, the chats, the cheer! i felt like i was on the cloud of nine! :) what an evening! :) and guess what? the total no of people who will be joining us is from 7 to 25 people. can you believe that? whoaaaa... and it sure will be a very happening vacation throughout my life.. can't wait! :D

Alas, i still had three more months to go for the hols.. and i know I can't enjoyed myself much for this upcoming 2009 as i will be sitting for my A'level exams.. sigh... and i can't helped but to remember this :-

"time sure fly by"

and here I am pursuing my dreams and I hoped that one day, i will be the best amongst the best.. amin.. :)

xoxo,
Fifah Junaidi.

Taken from Nabeela :D

2008-12-07T12:04:00.014+08:00

“The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results, and post it as your answer

1. The age of your next birthday

2. A place I’d like to travel to.

3. A favourite place

4. A favourite thing

5. A favourite food

Kebab?

6. Favourite colours

7. The city you live in

8. the city I was born in

9. A nickname you had

Peepz.. :)

10. College Major

History

Geography

11. Name of first (and only) love

12. A bad habit

Shopping uncontrollably? :D

13. A hope for 2009

___________________________________________________________________

For now..

2008-12-11T20:20:00.011+08:00

Hola people..... :) its been a while yea since i posted the last one... hehe. I'm pretty jobless at the moment and well, here I am staring blankly at this laptop whilst my hands dancing through the keypad... haha crap!

Lets start with my activity for yesterday.. hehe :p well,yesterday kak Najwa called me up planning for a ride at Bandar.. without hesitation, I agreed with her.. haha i mean what do u expect? I'm bored and depressed staying at this house doing nothing.... seriously, I felt stupid. But thanks to kak Najwa for being my knight in shining armor saving me from the boredom and the suicide attempt.. HAHA kidding :p well yea, THANKS KAK EWAYYYYY.. love you.. :)

Well today, I woke up pretty late like 8.30 something... obviously its late for me.. hehe :P and then I went to hospital to accompany my aunt for an eye check-up.. seriously, I'm not in mood in going anywhere but my aunt forced me to.. like emmm bah... lajutah... :s

Holiday went pretty well for me.. but heck, it might also be stressful (for me). sigh. but the good news is i have started to make a draft for my history assignment.. hehe. which is unlikely for me.. haha :P I've partly done the Mussolini's part.. but Stalin and Hitler -- nah.. I believe that we shud take things rather slowly and steadily.. but too much relax might cause a prblem too..and heck, i just can't understand why our tutor tend to give us assignment during the holidays when we seriously in need of rest and feeling the bliss of holidays... like we have to make a BOOKLET about the 3 dictators ( Hitler, Stalin and Mussolini) and it takes time... :( altho, it was driving me insane doing those assignment, but I enjoyed every second doing it.. :D you know, the pleasure of doing it independently rather than having a group discussion.. :D weird? haha well, yes i admit that.. :D i'm a weirdo in some way... sigh. :( And one thing I realised about holiday, that it might be a pretty good start at the beginning but towards the half month you'll feel the growing sense of boredom and joblessness.. HAHAHA there's this quote i took from my cuzen Nadia, NO MONEY,NO HOLIDAY! haha yea, I'm totally 100% agree with that.. For God's sake! :s

I haven't talk to any of my friends since the holidays... I missed them, i missed school... I missed the time I'm spending at the library during PS, gossiping with Naomi and others.. Cracking jokes with Wasilah and Lily, Sir Kevin, Miss Mabel etc.. i missed the school's toilet! HAHAHA lol. :p infact, I miss every single thing during the school's period... and I missed him . :) hehe :p

thats all for now, will write again soon.. see ya :)

and HAPPY HOLIDAYS people...

It's not late right? :D

2008-12-16T11:48:00.008+08:00

well yea.. its almost three days i haven't blog anything.. actually, there's a lot to write but I've been so busy for the past two days doing my assignment.. sigh...

Okay lets start with what "we" did for last Sunday... hehe i know its a bit late to post these.. but well, temptations are so hard to resist~ hehe :p well yea, as usual every Sunday we usually gathered at our grandparents house.. Acai, kak Eway, Angah and not to forget my cute baby Daniel were there also.. hehe :D But, it'll be more fun if all the cuzzens, aunts and uncles were around.. The laughs, the gossips, "cucur pisang nene" etc.. i missed those times.. :( well, back to the story, Kak Eway came up with the idea of a family gathering for this new year celebrations.. and happy news to my cuzzens who had their so-called "other-half :p", you can bring them along.. heheehhe :D so yea, my mom, angah, amit, acai and kak eway were having a discussion for the gatherings and eventually came up with lots of ideas.. :) haha but believe it or not, they ended up with the ideas of karaoke, steamboat, bbq and bouncers (if i'm not mistaken :D).. HAAHA :D very happening... with my mom teasing kak eway's mom... Daniel with his typical mood, eventually brightens up everyone's also... so cute.... :)

and all of the sudden, kak eway blurted out "Fancy going to bandar?" i was like, during this hour? its nearly maghrib and when we reached Bandar, it will be around 8 pm... wasn't that late? hahaha :D and guess what? I'm right! when we hit the Silk Shoppe Boutique, its almost closed... then we went to Metro and lastly to Bu Tangah's house... hahahaha :D it was kak eway and my mom's idea of teasing bu tangah that we were seriously in need of 'krok-krok' - mistakenly think that bu tangah didn't know what 'krok-krok' means.. hehehe :D and to everyone surprise, she knows! hahaahahaha serves you right guys... haha lol.. and yea, so we spent there almost two hours of gossiping, teasing each other, laughing and eating.. hehehehe :D and thanks to kak eway againnn for the ride.. i had so much fun with you all.. :) thanks kakkkkk :)

well for yesterday, my mom came up with the idea of bringing us to the pizza hut.. so yea, we were having our meals there and i bought a new book again... hehe :D back at home, i continued to finish off my assignment and went zzzzzzzZZZzzz.. so tired eh... :s hehehe and for today, here I am, "blogging" this thing and will continue to finish off my assignment.. I'm sooooo stress-out.... sigh..

well, till here then... will write again soon... :)

Got tagged by Mahirah :)

2008-12-16T21:39:00.003+08:00

1. Type your full name with your ELBOW.

2. No backspacing

3. Tag 10 people to do this.

AFIKFVAZH NAQQIYAZHN JUNAIIIDI

lol.. :D a big difference eh? hehe :D

P/s : i won't tagged anyone... so feel free to tag yourself :)

Another random .......... again.....

2008-12-03T12:16:00.001+08:00

i tagg: Naomi, Rifai'e, Nadia, Filzah, Iyzz, Kak Najwa

RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
5. Tag 6 people.

Are you male or female ?
; Sorry seems to be the hardest word.. haha.

Describe yourself!
; Potential Breakup song

What do people feel when they're around you ?
; One step at a time

Describe your current relationship.
; I hate this part right here.. (Hahaha:P)

Where would you like to be now ?
; Uptown Girl :D

How do you feel about love ?
; I'm a slave for you.. HAHAHA lol

What's your life like ?
; Love me, Leave me.. lol

What would you ask for if you had only one wish ?
; Real Love.. haha WTH

Say something wise.
; The way I are..

If someone says " is this okay ? " you say,
; Four minutes...

How would you describe yourself ?
; Miss Independant.. (haha.)

What do you like in a guy/girl ?
; I must not chase the boys.. (lol.. I got this from Tata Young :P)

How do you feel today ?
; I'm Yours :D

What is your life's purpose ?
; Give me just one night.. (hehe :D)

What is your motto ?
; Fall Again..

What do your friends think of you ?
; My everything.. (yea right~)

What do you think of your parents ?
; Hate that I love you (no i'm nottttt :s)

What do you think about very often ?
; Quit playing games.. wth

What is 2 + 2 ?
; Sway.. haha

What do you think of your best friend ?
; Crush.

What do you think of the person you like ?
; New classic.

What is your life story ?
; Love bug. haha

What do you want to be when you grow up ?
; Just stand up..

What do you think of when you see the person you like ?
; Bahagia.. haha lol

What will you dance to at your wedding ?
; The way you look at me.. haha xD

What will they play at your funeral ?
; Its not goodbye.. (hahahhah coincidence much? :D)

What is your hobby/interest ?
; A thousand miles.

What is your biggest fear?
; If i were a boy..

What is your biggest secret?
; 7 things.

What do you think of your friends?
; Drama Queen/ That Girl.. HAHAHA

What will you post this as ?
; My All..

it's ur day! :)

2008-12-04T09:23:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAK NAJWA

Wishin' you with long-live, prosperity and happy always beside beloved family/ones.

And not to forget blessings from Allah... :)

Enjoy your day with a smile and have a blast~

Love ya sis :)

With Love,

Fifah Junaidi

P/s : I'm expecting a treat in return.. :p so Kak Najwa, krok-krok? hehe (joking :D)